i'm going to buffalo today....a little nervous, pretty excited. i love going up there. it really makes me wish i went to school there again, though. i hate being home :(
no one is around, it's like i have no friends to call up because they're all away. i'm not sure how i feel about anything anymore though. can't make any decisions because i feel like i'm always making bad life choices.
i need to start living more, so i can learn more. i'm glad i went to the casino, doing something new & different for a change felt ummm....relaxing? i don't know the word.